“There was a consistent four years that I was on and off. Like in and out. Actually, my total round was about a decade, just a little bit over a decade, about 12 years from when I really slipped deeply until I finally got myself cleaned. I didn't get myself cleaned up, but I was finally able to get cleaned up, which is quite a short timeframe for somebody that goes really deep and lives on the street because most people don't come back from the street. But there were four years in there where I was just completely gone, unfindable.”