“That right there for me was a big learning um of just like, you know, um humility, and how to deal with things that are not in your control. You know, I think up to that point, you know, I did well in school and I generally was, I felt like I was in control in my of my life and like, you know, doing homework and, you know, doing different projects and things like that. I was always ahead. I was two steps ahead.”